i got speak this shit out of my chest......i have to.cauz its killing me

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i can recall the day i got enrolled in the university,which is taken as the gold ticket to the moon .i'm full of energy passion and hop.i insisted i can do great in that ivory tower,cauz i bore with the obvious edges differring from the other individuals.its not just some kind element proving yourself as a solo, also lead the logical head into a brand new path, it delievered me the creativity the one, world needs to envolve upto another level mentally and physically.i got ace in hand.i stand for myself that i can nail it onthat big bleeding cross yoooooooooooooooooooo guys i supposed tobe confident.....soppesed to be
but  what now...........my fuckin soul is raped and teared into thousands of pieces..i feel like dead dog lying down on no.3 street waiting for 107 rollin over. fuck me................
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噩梦中挣扎

我的好哥们儿 我什么时候说 ###他妈来着......我没说啊..................swear on my dick...